The years pale face

The years pale face, the quicksand deposition of the pearl. I do not know how many years, snatched the youthful years, life rings will turn faster, the most beloved of my life before I understand life and death, cruel death at different times, ruthless away relatives - his grandmother and uncle.

The first time away from home to school that day, tears pulling pain our eye. Your eyes are red from crying, rough hands touched my head, and murmured: Blessings, go to the other side to remember to write back, sick, remember to call my brother to take you to see a doctor in a timely manner what to buy, eat in school If someone bullied you remember telling my brother. Cold remember more clothes ... my eyes are red from crying ferocious stare cold parents, listening the wicket aunt anxious blowing on the car's sound, I clung to the train platforms, railings, adhere to the dead are not on the train cruel father and an I picked up the wearer's plug into the cart, I kick the name of his father's arms, until the train doors closed that moment, the door of my parents solemn warning his brother to take care of me brother tightly pregnant live me his eyes trace sympathy. At the moment, I realize that I want a very long time to meet with you, I cried and beat the train windows of despair, through the window, I saw your site, hand one a wipe from the face tears. Eyes gazed at me in the train, the parents escorted you step by step with the movement of the train moving, until the train disappeared in the end you can not catch it, I can not see the end.

First semester winter vacation home, parents are busy with work, no time to go to the train station to meet us, and thus served to pick our glorious task, who knows when my brother and I just take a step off the train door, your sharp-eyed to see us , regardless of image yell my name, ran hurried kiss my face over and over again, carefully looked at me, his face sometimes exposed to frown and a surprised expression, murmured: you are not school not used to the dish, is not reluctant to buy something delicious to eat enough with pocket money in school, you see, so you lean. Then, you turned to the brother scolded fiercely that he would not take good care of me, brother wronged endure all this does not belong to his crimes. Towards the site, check the itinerant security aunt smile to say to you: You see your heart is so anxious to see grandson, 14:30 car 14:00 to remind you here and so no later than, chosen to 6:00 am on a cold day, I'm really afraid you love their grandchildren! You did not answer, you give her a very slight sun's smiling face. Out of the train station, I hold your hand, serious to say to you: the grandmother to come pick me up just 30 minutes early enough, are not allowed as it is today so early to pick me up, otherwise I would be angry. You gently pinching my nose smile said: Silly boy.

Warm and delicious dinner will begin looking at the sumptuous dinner on the table, kept his mouth turned saliva, secretly aiming a living room, not people, and my heart thought, before tasting one being the eyes closed to enjoy mouth delicious dishes the taste, and my father came into my solemn roar to me: school teachers how to teach you, how educated are not. I the tears endured outflow wronged also yell at him: I was not educated, I was fighting and classmates you hard heart of an 8-year-old child to another city to study, you are not worried I will not go hungry, the sick will not know called my brother to bring a doctor, you know, selfish that you do everything that is good for me. I think for yourself! You lift blazing slap "popping" sound rang in my face, my heart to hate you, I cried and reincarnation to leave the living room, back to the room, with wash parents hate such a flood of tears, I despair the think my child is a parents love. At the moment, and grandmother gently pushed open the door, hugged me slowly, should, and I tell parents how how not, in fact, you are in the sets of my words, let me change the bad ideas of the parents, You told me the father apologized to me, and I insist that it will not, you will, really as bad as you might expect, the next day my father bought my favorite gourd doll discs gave me request I rude behavior expressed understanding. Therefore, I and the stalemate of the parents have been alleviated, I better. You looked on a harmonious picture, your mouth smile, forehead wrinkles also cater you laugh very obvious.

One year, but each year. The expiration of the three years, and grandmother still maintained that the station platform to bid farewell to the posture, eyes still some reddish bloated, eyes still looking at the car, the pace is still one step two steps chasing my leavin ... ... then I go home, your old figure active in the platform, looking at the car down pedestrians, searching for my shadow, followed by the string of another string of kissing my face. This year, my triumphant return, I stepped out of the door, the pace is so, so excited. Why? When I look to the site, and grandmother, you figure what ah? I dragged heavy suitcase, stepped out of the site, and asked often and you say hello aunt, why? The aunt said that today do not see you, my grandmother, love my grandmother, you do not trouble ah! Suddenly felt my heart hurts hurts my heart stop jump was amazing, I quickly ride back to your home. Entered the room, the living room pale, the incense before placing the tablets, stinging my eyes, the legs soft kneeling on the ground, the most familiar face, kindly face, the most favorite of my grandmother, why ? You suddenly lying that does not belong to your place! This must be a dream, a dream, I constantly shaking his head, I do not believe, I howled, and why? House of Love my grandmother, you do not answer me ah! Grandma, you see, I test the focus of the city's junior high school, is the city's junior high school! You look at the good, I am unable to scream crying, but you just do not answer my ears only worried about my parents and brother looked at me and calling me ... wake up, my parents and brother worried mother told I, grandmother until the last moment she disappeared, his mouth still calling my name, big eyes wide open efforts to want to see me one last look ah! But ...... I'm in the examination room, and why? Grandmother, you do not work hard ah! I agree so quietly left me, I tell you, I do not agree with this practice, I do not agree! I sat in bed tussle with beds, holding my mother, The condensate choke cried and said: Blessings, Come on, my mother will be sad, and grandmother do not want you, you have to carry on ...

PASSING fleeting, you promise me I, warmth. Grandmother, House of Love My grandmother, whether Fortunately you in heaven? Your granddaughter miss you.