2013年1月4日星期五
Love is A Promise
They had just admitted to the university, he is out from the remote rural children, she is also a time when they were laughing at those in the countryside, they will always be comforted each other, for a long time, two hearts the nearest.
Love, not just a commitment and all lovers as they played Dafan, from the park, little money, most of the time, she and he wanted to soak in the library, writing a small piece of paper. Though poor, love the world of light is the same. He and her love as naturally.
Are poor, and other lovers than less intimate embrace cinema less Valentine's mysterious world gift. He rarely buy her something. Once she sees in a red jacket. 10 dollars, he touched his pocket, only seven, so he had embarrassed smile. Later, she bought the yarn to knit two. Are red gloves. Value, right? He took her in his arms, and vowed to be good for her lifetime.
Junior year, they go out to work, the situation is better, he had little money to do tutoring. This time, he used his two months salary to buy her a necklace. Because once the shops, she stared at the necklace long. At that time, he said, I have money to buy it for you. It is a silver chain, very fine workmanship, wearing really beautiful in her neck. She is not a particularly good-looking girls, but there are significant other proof beautiful necklace. Shortly happens to be her birthday. As a birthday gift he gave her, and she said, I also have the same gift for you.
She gave him her first. That, in a shabby little hotel. She and him, lingering so emotional. He said that my life will be a lifetime of hello, let us love life, no matter when and where, regardless of who will have much ability, good or bad? In life, we do not separate. Her own body curled into his body, with tears streaming down his face. She believed that this man would do him good.
Two months later, her nausea and vomiting ... she was pregnant. This is a terrible thing, she was looking for him to discuss. How to do? Out to do it, he said, we are still a student. School know that we will be expelled, next year we graduated, do not take the risk. No! She is stubborn, I want this child. This is my and your children, because I love him, I want him to.
A month later, her office due to illness dropped out procedures, and then with a belly to back home. Almost every day, he wrote to ask her to his college graduation, the birth of a child, a boy.
She did not come back to school, and his stay in the big cities Shanghai, he could have been back to the mountain, because she was there waiting for him. She did not tell the family, she took the children to work in a small company, earning and subsistence, she was waiting for his graduation, and then live with, but he did not come back, he said Shanghai opportunities money I will pick you up and out.
, He did not realize this promise.
The actual situation is, he only the home seen her once, she becomes difficult to eyes, broken mess of hair, his eyes have not had time to wipe the eye repeatedly wear clothes extremely dirty, there are even milk stains. The children crying mess, dapper, she is a woman not yet out of the mountains, he waves afraid. Really want her? Really take her to go?
She is still as dependent on him, and asked him how to? He said that the mix is not good, you wait. He is lying, then he has been a department manager in charge of the monthly salary can get 7,8 1000, and she was only a few hundred dollars, before leaving, also take one thousand to him and said, you expenditure in Shanghai, holding holding. His tears to burst its banks, and know their own negative this woman on the train, he open it wrapped in paper, scattered a thousand dollars, probably her to scrape together a lot of loose change was lobbied reasons.
But he lied to her, he decided to use the money also.
Soon, he sent her twenty thousand, write a letter, he just said, I'm too busy, may get married first time, he also embarrassed directly break up. Then she soon put the money back to go, she said, I'm sorry, I did not wait for you, I'm married, says good love life, I got married.
He cried, and she is more sensible a woman for him, she was married ah! She returned to free him, he have the courage to return home to see her trip. Since then, he thought, each of Ben future, perhaps her husband will suit her more than their own.
Him beautiful fashion woman love him, because her departure, he decided to re-start his love, not to mention the girls home powerful, very helpful to him, and soon, he and the girl away crossing the ocean to study abroad, and opened his own company in the United States, he had too much money, he had a villa and a private car, he and her dream has, and he knows that he is a bad man, too broken, so he chose to return home after 51 to invest in a company, he was ready to help her in her hometown.
And she was a middle school teacher hometown fast 40, a half-white hair, some extra padding, puffy eyes extremely overworked atheism, to meet the moment, they froze for a long time, years to the She increased the marshes, but to increase his mature charm.
He saw their children, a 17-year-old young man, as his replica, has been recommended for admission to the North, would like to say thank you, can feel the language then single, he would like to say I'm sorry, but it did not feel this qualification in substandard office for a long time, he was afraid to ask a what you love to do the work?
She smiled, the wrinkles of the mouth of the move, "I said quietly, not married.
In that instant, he rose from his chair, and tears off guard fall to heart flood dike, she has been waiting for him, has been waiting so lovestruck.
You silly, he scolded her eyes in tears, shaking some people, you said you love life, I think it is true, you said, he covered her face, and then slowly knelt in love , he was not as good as this woman, he does not know what is good as gold, some when he could no longer be with her, but he knew she was his heart a pearl, Allure of value. His aircraft back to the United States, he opened a package she sent, which is two red gloves, already old, off-color, off cotton, he put his hand into swab Figure just stretched it out, broken line is really old, many years, what can forget you can forever? Only her, her pure eyes as the year, to say the want to love life, and still moving.
It turned out that love is a lifetime is not a simple case, that is it takes a lifetime to complete. Own heart, his love, but he did not do it, he knew that in my entire life, he is not just sorry for him, he is sorry love.
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